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The New Year 2009

I am glad that I survived 2008 and now living in 2009. Whooa... I wonder what is in store for me this year.

My marriage survived almost over 10 major arguments. I hope this year is better. I hope the communication gets better. From the point I am sitting on now. It has gotten better. Bless MOH. I pray to God that it gets better from here.

Last year I had one kid and pregnant with my second one. This year I have two kids. You know what. I am tired all the time. I had to take a nap in the office just now. Last week I had what was called "Novingkat". I had chills and my body ached all over. I would say I was over exhausted. This year I am taking things easy.

I will cry when I need to. I will sing when I want to. I will laugh when I feel like. I will do my work with peace.

Whatever may come, may come. I let it and I will go as the flow goes.

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Deana E said…
nice post esp the last two paragraph.yes, take it one day at a time..
January 13, 2009 at 11:30 PM
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