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A wonderful day!

Today My Baby is a year and a month old.

He has started drinking formula milk again. Yahoooooooooo!.. I do not know if any mothers out there would be happy to wake up twice in the middle of the night and wee hours of the morn to make 8 ounces of milk for their son instead of just breastfeeding... but I was.. I would do it everyday if he wanted it.. compared to endless night feeding which did not satisfy his hunger.. two feeding in less than 2 secs each.. he is such a big eater.. I can't help it.. he is the most wonderful baby.. Love you baby.. forever.. aah.. no more worries from me.. and I will so miss breastfeeding you.. those round big eyes looking at me.. your smile peeking cheekily.. hmmm.. Love you soo much.. I will never forget that.. so mixed is this feeling...

And My Kiddo.. you have grown sooo much already.. sooo sweet your smiles.. sooo gentle your ways.. sigh..

I have made the right decision.. I am well..

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