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Peace and quiet?

Finally over. The month of May was an extremely eventful and exciting month.
From the marking of exam papers (AAAHHHH I kill me), PTK course (hmm okay useful), getting some CD's with a little help from Cuz Environtmentalist, PTK exam (ugh), getting my Rush early (yahoo), My Kiddo reaching 18 months (*smile), cousin popeye's wedding, Ranau trip in my new Rush and Gala night (diabolical food and entertainment).

Hmmm life is full at the end of the Rainbow. I would not have it any other way. I am glad I am alive and I have health. Now peaceful June is here. Time to sit down and rest for a short while. I need to read more papers, write some grants, think of a doctorate study (aiyah!). I am at a blank. Need to do some CQI for LI. Must be done. Hey is it not suppose to be peaceful. Shoot.. no rest for the wicked.

I will need a few days to breath. I feel tired all the time. Another 10 weeks to go before I pop. My baby is kicking more than ever. I love him. He is extremely agile and active. A friend to talk to during the traffic jams. A kid to sing to when I am bored. :)

To sum up the month. Here are a few photos and also a video. Also it is sad that Ringo is Closing. There were so much good memories on that site.

The craving I had at 6 months.. VEDABLU RUM AND RAISIN.
My Kiddo the future MPKK. :)


My Kiddo and his groupie
Me sis and me rush! yowzaaaaaaa...

And my Kiddo trying to copy The moves of The Late James Brown

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