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Acting my age

I saw this blogthings on jtuining's website and I thought it would be nice to do.

Surprise surprise.. I am my age.. hahaha.. love it though. At sweet 17 I had made a promise to enjoy each age as it comes and not to try and grow old too fast or stick to staying young too long. Tomorrow is the future, yesterday was history and today is a gift that is why it is called the present. Enjoy your todays as much as you can for you will not be able to find it once it had gone passed you. Do not plan too much for the future for it is not here yet and things might change when it becomes today. So I have always been left with today. No regrets. Been doing things in my life the way I wanted to do things. I have always got what I wanted. However not in the way I planned it but somehow at the end of the day it is what I wanted. Strange, how life is.

13 years later I have done what I have set out to do and I have more to do in this life and more to achieve. This makes me fill up with a sense of hope and happiness.




You Act Like You Are 30 Years Old



You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!

You're responsible, wise, and have enough experience to understand a lot of the world.



You're at the point in your life where you understand yourself pretty well.

You are figuring out what you want... and how to get it!

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