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Peace and happiness at last

Ask me how I am and I will answer you I am happy. I feel light and in control of my life. I never thought a book will actually be able to make me happy. But this is it.

Read David Allen's Getting Things Done for a Better and Stress-Free Life! that is what it says and I am stress free at the moment. Yahooo.. I pray that this will last.

I have been asking my friend Prof Material for this book for donkey years. I decided I could not wait for it to start reorganizing my office. I started off in the first week of the new year. I blocked out everything to sort out my filing system and Tasks list (took me a week). Slow but sooo very needed. Then Prof Material passed the book to me. Great I started everything almost according to his advice. Then the next stage is the interesting one. It was on how to actually maintain the order and organization of work. I can't wait to read up on the next step after that. It feels good to have one's life in order.

Apart from that I am enjoying sending and picking up my Kiddo from his playschool. He only cried twice in three weeks. I think that was because I sent him early to school and none of his friends were there.. He made friends very quickly. He wakes up sometimes in a bad mood but most times he is fine. He eats breakfast with a lot of nudging from his Nanny. Pretty exciting life for me.. I love it.. Thank You God for a lovely kid.

My Baby is all grown up.. I brought him for a haircut in the style of Avatar ala Mohican. Imagine getting extreme reactions from everyone. Some liked it some really were shocked and were upset that Baby got his hair cut in that way. Another man came up to me and complimented his hair style.. LOL.. this world is so funny like that.. Baby is sooo complicated. He is very happy go lucky kid BUT... yes this world ain't perfect. He hits his head black and blue on the floor when he does not get his way. He does not listen to anything I say. So he has gotten himself hurt several times. The problem is I think he has one brain cell missing, the one that links anything to pain. I say it is severely missing in this kid. However I found out that if he starts hitting his head on the wall or floor, I should leave and he stops. Oh my Baby I love you but you send terror in my heart.

Anyhoo.. I am living a life I have been dreaming of. I am in working parental bliss...

Quote of the day Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity
Got that from reading Coffee News at the Mackidees.

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