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Being a Mummy

As I was growing up I always thought I would make my children call me Mama. Why? Because it is Posh don't u know (with an Posh English accent). Ya right. I settled for Mummy instead. It is sweet, simple and it melts my heart everytime.

Being a Mother is soo much fun but it is also filled with responsibilities. I can not remember the day I stopped worrying for even a second about my babies.. (they are now toddlers but they will always be my babies) I can not stop thinking and rethinking decisions. I have been asking around and thinking of My Kiddo's schooling since he was born.

Today I decided something very life changing. I will give up the branded things, the clothes, the expensive facial care line, the luxurious lifestyle and the dream home.. this will be all for my babies.. Instead I will give them the best schooling I can give them, the best food, clothe them well and the best Mami they can ever have... My heart is strong.. my heart is great.. and it is all for my babies and I offer them to the Lord God.

In the hope that they become pious, good, useful, responsible, learned citizens in the future.

Comments

Moonie said…
You will be blessed with a hundred fold, God honours the Mother's love for their children ;-)
zan said…
you are one strong lady, rach! May God bless you abundantly always! *hugs*
I do not know if I can abide by what I promised. I surely will try though.

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