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Waiting is such sweet sorrow!

Today is the end of April. My car will arrive in July. Hmmm... two months and a half... the waiting. I know if I do not watch the time, it will fly within a blink of an eye. That knowledge still does not appease me.

Anyhoo what else can take my attention away from my BIG job of marking another 280 exam papers, plus another 44 exam paper which just arrived yesterday for another subject. It is exhausting but I appreciate my friend's comments and advice on the marking method. It does help. Loads. Cheers ladies.

I woke up so tired this morning. I thank my Guardian Angel for getting me safely to work. I got knocked out for 2 hours in the morning after arriving in the office. Maybe I am pushing myself too hard. I have to remember that I am pregnant. I promise to do what I can and not kill myself doing what I must do.

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Anonymous said…
Hiya. Stumble upon yr blog. Just curious, if I may ask, how much did you pay for this car? -ruth
April 30, 2008 at 3:35 PM
Dr. Rachel Mansa said…
Hi Ruth, Lovely name.. in fact it is one of my options if my newborn would be a girl. :) hope you won't mind. The car.. is just under 100K. Quite expensive but I do not see anything in the same range which looks like what it looks like. Actually there are a few brands which are cheaper like the Daihatsu Tereso or there is another brand which I forgot the name of. Anyhoo I would not buy anything that other than a Toyota. My Dad had a Toyota Celica once it lasted and lasted. It was our family car for about 20 years. I think Toyota's are the BEST type of brand for cars.
May 1, 2008 at 7:21 AM
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